Calzona Review 11x06 Don’t Let’s Start
“Trauma is messy.
Chaotic. Looking at a body that has been reduced to a bloody pulp. It might
seem difficult to know when to start.
Luckily, some very clever person developed a protocol. The ABC's: airway,
breathing, circulation.
The ABC's keep your
patient alive so you can figure out how to tackle the rest of the mess. If only life’s problems can be
solved with an intubation tube..”
The opening
voice over was as scary as the first scenes of the ep. Trauma hits after
painful unbearable blows. Callie and Arizona ‘s marriage suffered a major blow
with their break up in the last minute of last week’s episode, and their
relationship is in trauma, just as the Calzona fandom is.
This whole
episode was hands down amazing. It had all the elements of Old Greys, I can definitely say the Old Greys is back. I
cannot think of one criticism- worthy aspect of this episode. For me, it was
one of the best this season. Wonderfully
written, ably directed. And the fade to black-and-white effect did add a touch
of drama.
I say three
thumbs up for this episode.
Then I remember again: It’s the first episode for post-break up Calzona.
And that again, ripped my fragile heart in two. As it had, every single day of the past
two weeks.
Oddly though, this episode gave a different vibe. Even though it was sad to know they were apart, the scenes in this episode , made us focus on individual experiences of Callie and Arizona .
Callie and
Arizona as doctors, and how they
handled their careers, sort of lent a distraction to the current state of their
marriage.
And remember,
the plan was to focus on themselves and
to love themselves, as they ought to.
Somehow , it
was a relief to see them together in their
first scene in the episode.
Seeing Callie concerned about where Arizona slept was a consolation.
And we need to take special note: No one kicked
anyone out of Casa Calzona. That’s clear.
Hospital Living
Callie: This is where you’ve been
staying? Figured you’d gone to a hotel or
Arizona: Herman has been breathing
down my neck day and night, it’s easier. Plus, where I sleep is no longer any
of your concern
Callie: I didn’t kick you out. I never
said that you had to go.
Arizona: You made it very clear that
my being around you is suffocating .
Callie: Okay, well, have you told
anyone?
Arizona: No, have you?
Callie: No, do you think that we
should?
Arizona: Can we just not…yet?
Callie: Whatever you want.
Arizona: I didn’t want any of this. I
have rounds.
This first
scene tugs at the heart. We were so curious to know how the set up was going to
be after last week’s breakup, and turns out Arizona chose to live where Callie
chose to live in her fetus days—in the hospital.
Super Ortho Goddess to the rescue
Next scene
Callie’s Ortho services was needed for a
carjacking victim, beaten up badly.
Callie: You needed Ortho? Oh whoa.
Owen: …We’re gonna need an emergency
laparotomy
Callie: Uh, right now, here?
The Ortho Goddess seemed like a surgical superhero taking off her coat and changing into surgery garb. They had to pack the abdomen fast.
Callie: You sure you wanna do this?
Owen: I’m sure we don’t have a choice.
In the O.R.,
Callie was to do the repair the next day, after cleaning up the fracture. She discovered that the patient was a
veteran. She knew how to identify military tattoos on the skin, thanks to
Owen.
Team Fetal and their Plan of Action
Next scene,
Dr Herman was explaining to Arizona how their approach was to be for Waldo
Pfeiffer, gestational age 23 weeks, and dealing with a nasty mass pressing on his heart and lungs, and this was
to be their next fetal surgery task.
Dr Herman: You have a consultation in
20 minutes. Make it fast, get back here
and we’re gonna go over these procedures step by step
Arizona: Terrific. Thank you.
Dr Herman : Well, don’t thank me. I
decided to do what was necessary when it took you two months to wrap your head around a valvuloplasty. Are
you ready?
Arizona: Yes. Yes. Absolutely.
In the next
scene, Arizona arrives to see Dr Herman..
late.
Arizona: …CCAM, im ready. Whenever you are
Dr Herman : There’s been a change of
plans. I’m having a personal…im going home. Here are the materials on the
procedure. Internalize them . I’ve made notes in the margins because my
approach is better than what the crap is in there. You also need to cover my
service
Arizona: Wait, hold on, is everything
okay?
Dr Herman: I said it’s personal!
Whatever you need from me it’s there. Read it.
Dr Herman: It will be answered in
there. See you tomorrow.
More than ever, Herman was
short with Arizona. And this change of plans was all too sudden.
Arizona just had to do what she was told.
Suck It Up
Arizona was in the NICU, and Alex didn't exactly appreciate her presence.
Alex: I thought I was clear. I don’t want you here
double checking my work.
Arizona: …One of her patients landed on here and I’m learning the steps of tomorrows CCAM fetal surgery from a journal article. Actually, not even, from the chicken scratch, from the margin of an article. I think she’s trying to haze me. Or set me up for failure, or kill me
Alex: You know what? No one forced you to do this. And now you’re gonna pout because it’s kinda hard the teacher’s mean? Suck it up.
It was no-holds barred Alex Karev speaking to her. Alex was matter-of- fact in
setting her straight.
She had to buck up.
She couldn’t give up just because she was being terrorized by her teacher from the fires of hell.
She had to buck up.
She couldn’t give up just because she was being terrorized by her teacher from the fires of hell.
Callie the Compassionate
Callie and Jo
met up with Jo saying that OR 3 was ready
for carjacking victim patient Melissa’s tibia replacement and that police are
taking her statement.
They talked to Melissa, as Melissa told them that the police found her car. Callie telling her “Okay, it’s okay, it’s all replaceable, let’s just be glad you didn’t get killed.”
Callie was so
comforting as a doctor, I really want
her to be my doctor when I ever have Ortho issues…I’m sure I’m going to heal so
fast with the kind of patient care that she shows.
Melissa
relayed what exactly happened. She was
sleeping, they broke the window and tried to pull her out but she was stuck and
she tried to hold on , she was dragged for a while and was punched and kicked until she couldn’t hold on anymore.
Callie: Why didn’t you just let them
take it?
Melissa: Everything was in that car.
Then as they prepared to scrub in, Jo was telling Callie and Owen how she suspected that Melissa was homeless and lived in her car. Jo knew this from a similar experience, and lied about it in high school because she would get looks like she was weird and pitiful when she let people know about her way of life. .
Callie: You lived in your car in high school?
Jo: See, that’s the look
There’s that
uniquely Grey’s touch of having a light moment in an otherwise very serious
scene.
Dr. Herman The Terror
In the O.R., with Arizona and Dr. Herman, Arizona noticed
Karev enter the O.R.
Arizona: Karev?
Dr Herman: Dr Karev expressed an
interest in our little CCAM surgery today.
Dr Herman: Happy to have you.
Hope the hell
you studied, Robbins. I warn you, I did not sleep well last night. My patience
will be thin.
She Lived in Her Car
Callie: No, no, no, we just wanted to
know
Melissa: Cause I still have insurance
left…
Owen: Inside your car?
And they confirmed
with Melissa if she did live in her car and she lost it and she lost everything
She felt she was not worth the government’s grant for housing cause she just fixed computers in the green zone in Iraq.
She Wants Her Exact Words
Back in the
OR with Herman, Karev and Arizona, Karev was
amazed by the fetal surgery magic going on.
Dr Herman:
Every step counts here, tell me what you are about to do.
And Arizona
did tell her
Dr Herman: Slowly and controlled
Arizona: I’m sorry?
Dr Herman: My notes said, the mass
cage must be delivered slowly and in a controlled manner. Did you read my notes
or not?
Arizona: I did. It also told me to
prepare for bradychardia.
Dr Herman: Proceed
And Herman
continued to grill Arizona on what exactly was happening in the surgery
procedure.
Dr Herman :That’s not what my notes
said. I want my words…I want my exact words. You’re giving me the gist. I’m not
interested in your interpretation of my notes. I want to know that the specific
words of my notes are embedded in your brain. That’s what this is all about .
That’s what this fellowship is all about.. If you’re only interested in
learning the gist
Karev couldn’t
take it any longer and had to butt in ‘All
right, she gets the point.”
Dr Herman: Dr Karev, we’re just
getting to the good part. You don’t want to leave now.
Dr Herman: My notes said that before
my approach , the surgery resulted in fetal cardiac arrest 50% of the time.
Feels strange doesn’t it? To touch a baby before he’s even born. Do you know
what that feels like? Privileged. Right. Privileged.
Arizona was
humiliated by her teacher in the presence of her protégé. However Arizona felt
she still appeared strong and tough. She was accepting all this and taking all
the bullying
Arizona Confides
At the NICU
Arizona: Thanks for having my back in
there.
Alex: Do you really let her talk to
you like that?
Arizona : I know
Alex: So do something about it
Arizona: I can’t
Alex: You have to.
Arizona: Callie and I are splitting
up. And there are a lot of reasons why it happened, but taking this fellowship
might be the nail in the coffin. I traded my marriage for this job. And it’s
pretty much all I have right now so it
has to work. I need it to work.
Alex: Okay. No screw that, it’s not okay. I saw what happened in there , she’s got it in for you.. She’s either looking for a reason to fire you or she’s gonna grind you down, make you miserable trying to please her. So she’ll probably fire you either way. What have you got to lose?
The Shocker
Arizona enters the room to meet Dr. Herman
Dr Herman: Actually, I wanna talk to
you.
Arizona: Dr Herman, I wasn’t kidding
when I said that I wanted this fellowship and today’s surgery only confirmed
that more for me.
Dr Herman: Close the door.
Arizona: But no matter how much I want
or need this fellowship I refuse to spend the year with you speaking to me the
way that you speak to me
Arizona was
frustrated, exasperated.
Dr Herman: I’ll be dead in six months.
I have a brain tumor. It’s inoperable. I
thought I had longer but it’s growing. Soon I will show symptoms and after that
I will die
Arizona was
just shocked. And who wasn't.
Arizona: Who knows about this?
Hunt? Anyone?
Dr Herman: Fetal surgery is a new field . The few of us who are practicing it are basically inventing it as we go along. The things I know, is what I scribble down in the margins. No one has them. They’re not in any textbook. They’re only in my brain. So I can fight to write papers and try to get them published, or I can use the time I have left to try to teach you a year’s worth of medicine in six months. Or you could tell Hunt and the board and it all goes away forever.
Arizona: I don’t know how to feel about
this
Dr Herman: Well, hurry up and decide. We don’t have any time to
waste.
So shocker of shockers, this scene was.
So that was why she was that strict with Arizona. She wanted her to learn well and fast.
Suddenly, the people who didn’t like Dr Herman (like me), softened up to her character.
The closing
voice over was open-ended, .
“The ABCs of trauma are
a handy tool for keeping a patient alive. But they’re only a starting point..
Once the patient’s airway, breathing and
circulation are all clear and accounted for, the real work begins. The messy
work.
There’s no telling how
long it’s going to take to clean up that
chaos. Once you’ve begun. Because sometimes, you don’t know what you’re in for.
You don’t know exactly
what you’re going to face.
You don’t know what
secrets the body in front of you holds. And whether by the time it’s all over,
if there’s anything left worth saving.”
Notes:
Post Break-Up Situation
It was sad to
see them separated. That first and only Calzona scene got me sympathetic with
their current situation. It was a relief though, to see Callie’s concern for
her wife, seeing her living at the hospital.
Yes it did
kind of get emotional with the line “where I sleep is no longer any of your
concern”, “you made it very clear that
me being around you is suffocating” and
“I didn’t want any of this” …it all just hurts. It makes me so weak to hear words
like that…Oh I need strength to type….
This Calzona scene
shows us Arizona’s reaction that we failed to see last episode after that
painful ending. She was hurting. She didn’t want this to happen. But she
respected Callie’s wishes and took it upon herself to move out, to give Callie
her needed space.
I sensed Callie
naturally felt guilty, stressing she
didn’t kick her wife out, but when two people break up, the natural setup would
be to live separately.
It was nice
to see our favorite (non)couple now, still civil to each other and have respect
for each other. After all, they did not fight, it was an amicable break up.
Besides, they share a child, who, for six episodes into the season, continues to be invisible
to the naked TV screen.
Also noted
was their mutual agreement to not let
anyone know about the break up.
Arizona’s request when Callie asked her if they should tell people about it, was noticeable.
She requested to be mum about it just yet, maybe because she had not adjusted to their situation yet or maybe because she had too much on her plate and could not deal with reactions of people yet.
This shows she was the one more emotionally affected by the split.
Arizona’s request when Callie asked her if they should tell people about it, was noticeable.
She requested to be mum about it just yet, maybe because she had not adjusted to their situation yet or maybe because she had too much on her plate and could not deal with reactions of people yet.
This shows she was the one more emotionally affected by the split.
But one thing
was clear, there was still love for each other. Callie with her vocal concern
for her wife, and Arizona expressing that she wasn’t agreeable to this situation in the first place.
Arizona All-determined, Callie All-Awesome
This episode
if anything, showed how determined and passionate Arizona was in her
fellowship.
Arizona had
always been perky and sunshiny but she wasn’t one to take that kind of bad treatment
from anyone. Arizona is an army brat. And she is tough. But she accepted all the bullying that Herman dished her. Why? Because as she revealed, it was the only thing left. That’s why no matter what the cost, she was bent on succeeding in it.
My dual view in this is that it was admirable to
see how passionate and determined she was about her career goal, but at the
same time, it did touch my heart that she mentioned what motivated her most,
that is, having nothing left except
this. It was in a way, what she traded for her marriage.
Callie meanwhile, was also shown in her Ortho Goddess duties, being busy with her own career, and displaying that compassion and sensitivity to her patient.
This is what we wanted to see, for each of them to be busy with their careers and be the best of their individual selves. Although there was more focus on Arizona in this episode, surely Callie's professional life will be focused on in the coming episodes.
Let us note however, that Callie was unaware of her wife's predicament.
How her wife, who felt that the fetal surgery fellowship was all she had, was taking all the bad treatment by Dr Herman, eerily similar to Callie's patient who also felt she had nothing left except for her car, that she let herself be dragged and beaten up trying to hold on to the only thing left that was hers.
So both Callie and Arizona had parallel experiences of fighting for the only thing left, although Arizona had direct first hand experience while Callie saw a similar situation through her patient. And of course, Callie's empathy and compassion for the patient was eminent.
If only Callie knew what Arizona was going through, I would think she would be concerned for sure.
Let us note however, that Callie was unaware of her wife's predicament.
How her wife, who felt that the fetal surgery fellowship was all she had, was taking all the bad treatment by Dr Herman, eerily similar to Callie's patient who also felt she had nothing left except for her car, that she let herself be dragged and beaten up trying to hold on to the only thing left that was hers.
So both Callie and Arizona had parallel experiences of fighting for the only thing left, although Arizona had direct first hand experience while Callie saw a similar situation through her patient. And of course, Callie's empathy and compassion for the patient was eminent.
If only Callie knew what Arizona was going through, I would think she would be concerned for sure.
Alex as Arizona’s confidante
Alex was
Arizona’s comfort and confidante rolled into one. She needed to let it out.
Although she requested Callie for them to not tell anyone that they were
splitting up, she felt the need because
she had to let Alex know why she was this determined to succeed at this
fellowship.
Despite the bullying, despite being terrorized by her teacher.
Despite the bullying, despite being terrorized by her teacher.
It was also
heartwarming to see the usually abrasive Alex defend her in the O.R. and give her practical
advice. After her break up, it was consoling to see Alex as support.
Shocker ending
I totally didn’t
see that coming. That ending. That Dr Herman had six months left on earth.
Hey, that’s what makes Grey’s Grey’s.
Just when you as a viewer, thought you got all things figured out, you realize you don’t.
Just when you as a viewer, thought you got all things figured out, you realize you don’t.
So now we understand
somehow, why Dr Herman was that strict and inconsiderate and impatient with her protégé.
She needed to make Arizona learn this field in a superhuman amount of time.
So even if she was a terror, this last scene gave a redeeming factor for Herman.
So even if she was a terror, this last scene gave a redeeming factor for Herman.
It came with
a twist, though.
It was an ethical question for Arizona. It was a challenge for the good man in a storm.
It was an ethical question for Arizona. It was a challenge for the good man in a storm.
Sure she
wanted to learn a lot. This was important knowledge transfer, from a source
that was about to be snuffed out from the world. A doomed genius willing to
transfer to her all the necessary details about fetal surgery.
This was Arizona’s
career goal. She wanted to learn from the best. She wanted to be part of the
elite circle of fetal surgeons in this part of the world.
But at what cost? Yes she withstood the unbearable treatment that her teacher put her through, but this time, it was an ethical concern because having Dr Herman stay may be a risk to the patients and the hospital.
Moving Forward`
Callie and
Arizona are starting their new lives apart, whatever is in store for them in
the next three episodes leading to the Winter finale, let’s just hope we can
bear everything.
I just hope
it won’t hurt so much because seeing them broken up like this continuously
breaks my already shattered heart.
I still
remain with my hope that they get back together in 11x12 but that may be too
early. So fine,11x15 is okay too.
But they’ll definitely get back together.
Obviously, they still do love each other. That’s for sure.
But they’ll definitely get back together.
Obviously, they still do love each other. That’s for sure.
So as Shonda
said, “trust the journey.” And that’s
what I ought to do.
#CalzonaStrong
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