Calzona Review 12x20 "Trigger Happy"
It has all come down to this. After watching this excruciating episode, my flabbergasted hurting self needed oxygen.
So at the end of the episode, it seems a custody battle is a-coming.. Grrr.
Let us start with all dialogues between Callie and Arizona and with their random "advisers" in this episode, so that all is clear:
When They Met At The Cafe
Callie and Arizona met in that pretty cafe, both looking breathlessly pretty. If only they were dating in that scene but nope. They were talking about something else...
Callie was in good spirits and was
happy to announce she found a place, an apartment close to really great schools
Arizona: You picked schools?
Callie: No, I brought these here so that we could decide, so that we could talk. About the possibilities.
Arizona: You picked brochures? Sounds like you're decided uh, she's going to school in New York?
Callie: Well IF she does, she would have to fill out an application which actually i meant to talk to..
Arizona: I'm sorry can we just take a big step backwards somewhere sometime you heard me say, "yes please Callie, take my daughter across the country" but i never said that
Callie: I did not. I said we could talk about it.
Arizona: No, Callie, what u said was "you'd be able to see Sofia whenever you want"
Callie: Okay, that's not what I meant.
Arizona: I would be ABLE to see her
Callie: I was just excited about making this work. That's all
Arizona: Go. Be happy. Have your Penny. You're not taking my daughter with you
Callie: Would you please stop saying 'your daughter'?
Arizona: but she is my daughter, and she's yours and she lives here. I don't know why we're talking about schools over there, and bedrooms, why cant she come visit you?
Callie: Okay that's why we're here. That's what we're talking about. That we're just discussing what the options are.
Arizona: That's not what it.sounds like.
And it continues outside the cafe..
Arizona: Sofia's doing really well. She loves her dance class. Why would we take her out of school in the middle of the year?
Callie: No, we aren't gonna move her until after school.
Arizona: yeah no, we wouldn't move her anywhere. Aw we, you, it's you and Penny.
You can't do this. You don't get to just decide
Callie: I haven't decided anything. I'm trying to talk to you. I'm trying to show you that I've thought out this choice
Arizona: this is not just YOUR choice. To completely disrupt my child's
Callie: Why...you moved three times a year when you were a kid, you turned out pretty good.Why isn't it just life?
Arizona: i have a consult.
Callie: do you wanna look at these?
Arizona: No.
Callie, Arizona and their advisers
Arizona, who appeared to be close to broken, had been crabby when Richard asked if she could do without a resident for a few days and had finally blurted out, pained that Callie is moving and trying to take Sofia with her and sought wise counsel:
Arizona: Richard, she offered me visitation rights to see my own daughter, my lawyers....
Richard: I'm sure she didn't mean it that way ...
Your lawyer??
Arizona: Yes i have to protect myself
Richard: I know that you feel u do. But you and Torres had always figured this stuff out beautifully. Just slow down. And just watch Jackson and April...a mess started with overreactions and misunderstandings
Arizona: Now I'm overreacting?
Richard: I'm saying Sofia's too important not to ask yourself if you are before you do anything that can't be undone
Arizona: Yeah of course i know..
Callie informs Penny
Penny: How did everything go with Arizona?
Callie: She's not even open to talking. She's just saying no.
Penny: I'm sorry. That sucks.
Callie: ...It seems like she really just wants to fight about this aam I wrong?
Penny :I can't help you. There may come a time when I get to have a say in Sofia's life but that's definitely not now.I'll just make things worse. So all I can say is I'm sorry. That sucks.
Callie informs Bailey
Callie : I'm moving to New York. With Penny Blake. I'm leaving Grey Sloan.
Bailey: When?
Callie said in a couple months, and Bailey asked about job offers, asked if she was asked to be chief of Ortho by NYU or Columbia,
Callie: not chief of ortho, fewer hours. Penny's working a lot and im hoping to have Sofia there.
Bailey wasn't eager. She was judging.
Callie: What?
Bailey: Your career. You're a chief. She's a resident. So youre giving up your career to chase tail across the country?
Callie: I just wanted to give you notice. And i don't need your judgment. Arizona's already got that covered.
Both Bailey and Webber served as guidance and wisdom. But did our girls listen? Hmmm.
At the NICU
Callie visited Arizona for one more attempt to talk:
Callie: Ah she was so little. When Sofia was in here, you could see her heartbeat in her whole body. Oh how possibly tiny she looks. Can't believe our girl was ever that little.
I jumped the gun I am so sorry. I was carried away when i first told you. I've done everything wrong since. Sofia's our little girl and i am not trying to make plans without you. Please believe that.
Arizona: The school called me. They wanted to talk to me about her application. So tell me that part again about how you're not making plans.
Callie: You know how these things work. There are waiting lists it doesn't mean that i actually tried...
Arizona: We're not talking about this.
Callie: You don't get to decide that. I'm going. And i don't want to leave Sofia behind. So we have to work out something.
Arizona: i just mean that you're not talking about it to me anymore.
Callie: you got a lawyer?
Arizona: Yeah you can talk to her.
Callie: you hired a lawyer.
Arizona: Yes
Callie: Now who's jumping the gun.
Arizona: You started this.
Callie: All right.
Callie thinking, staring. Almost motionless. Trying to digest everything. But she took the challenge.
In a nutshell, the situation is:
1. Callie informed Arizona she is going to New York with Penny and is taking Sofia with her and wants to work it out with Arizona, and says that Arizona can visit Sofia
2. Arizona resents not being consulted about Sofia leaving Seattle and doesnt want to be left by Sofia so she consults a lawyer
3. Callie and Arizona sit in a cafe and Callie says she wants to discuss possibilities but shows school brochures for Sofia
4. Arizona resents that Callie has already been considering schools when she hasn't agreed to Sofia's leaving Seattle. Seems she has already decided. Her question is, "why cant she come visit you?" Arizona's point : it's not just Callie's sole decision.
They didn't agree during this talk.
5. They both randomly are advised by wiser figures. Richard with Arizona and Bailey with Callie.
6. Richard warns Arizona of overreaction and Callie feels judged by Bailey who just gave her the awkward truth of the situation.
7. Penny chooses to take a hands-off stance. She is sorry she cannot help Callie on this. She knows her place so giving any advice or opinion may only make things worse. Kudos to Penny for being practical-minded about this.
8. Callie tries a second time to talk with Arizona at the NICU. She apologized and clarified she isn't leaving out Arizona in making decisions.
9. Arizona called her out on sending a school application for Sofia which Callie defended.
10. Arizona evades discussion and Callie says she has already made a decision to go to New York and she can't leave Sofia behind.
11. Arizona gives her her lawyer's card and asks her to just talk to her lawyer.
12. Callie is in disbelief and takes on Arizona's challenge.
In these scenes, i sensed a gray area when Callie spoke of discussing options with Arizona, when it seems she has limited the options available.
First, she made a rash decision to leave Seattle. Then with this, she assumed Arizona would be okay with her decision to take Sofia with her without consulting Arizona.
Arizona made a rash decision too by using the lawyer card.
Callie appeared to be trying to talk and trying to work out an arrangement with Arizona. She approached Arizona twice, but the truth is, she had already made a decision about taking Sofia with her.
Callie says she wants to discuss options but it seems the only options she leaves Arizona is to agree to Sofia leaving and work out Arizona's visiting schedules.
Leading us to assume that maybe Callie assumes she has more right over Sofia than Arizona has?
Arizona meanwhile, is asserting her right as a mother.
Discussion:
Any legal proceeding is tedious.
What hurts in this situation is that there is a child involved. It's the last thing anyone would want to watch any family go through.
It's bad enough that they had already severed ties, but to see them slip many levels lower, it is heartbreaking. The ending to this episode would just make anyone throw their hands up on the couple.
Setting the record straight, this blog had always been Team Calzona. Either of them may have been wrong on different occasions but I've loved them equally ever since, warts and indiscretions and all, because they're the couple that I've always rooted for.
Given all that happened, i might have to say, i need to do the blaming game a little.
For this ep, i am not rooting for just Calzona. I'm hoping all goes well for them, but I am rooting for the person most affected in all this, and that is Sofia.
This time, it's not my love for Calzona that i want to tackle. It is tempting to believe in love and romance but right now, sorry but i am a disappointed at both Callie and Arizona.
Why? I feel that selfishness and fear of loneliness had reared its ugly head in these two, leading both of them to make impulsive decisions. Nope, not just one of them was disappointing. Both of them are.
In the case of Callie, yeah i get it. She has found great love. Something she has long been searching for. After getting emptied and exhausted by her marriage, Penny is a refreshing presence in her life. Here was someone who loves her and whom she loves too.
But Penny is moving across the country for a rare career opportunity. So our drop-everything-for-love girl will indeed drop everything and move to New York to be with her love.
She's too scared of long distance love because their relationship might just fall apart. Or maybe she is too scared to be lonely without Penny by her side.
So reflex decision is to give up her Ortho Chief position (which Bailey wisely called out, thank you Bailey one thousand times), be with her resident gf and live in New York with Sofia in tow, and have Sofia study in New York.
Sounds cute and easy and oh so romantic. Giving up everything for love and all that happily ever after stuff.
Callie, the loving doting mom can't live without her kid. So with her impulse decision to drop everything for love, she decides to bring Sofia with her, begins to look for schools for Sofia and sends out applications.
But wait.
Naturally, we cant discount the reaction of Sofia's other mommy.
Arizona, newly divorced, and who will be left behind in Seattle.
Arizona, whose search for love has been in the works but has had difficulty in finding her own wife material partner.
She has been living without a partner but comforted by the presence of her dear daughter Sofia in her life.
I felt a sense of fear of loneliness in Arizona when she saw Callie with Penny, saunter off with Sofia in 12x19. It felt like the family she once had, namely Callie and Sofia, were now to be taken away from her by another woman. Penny and Callie would build their own family including Sofia, and she would be be left all alone.
It was sad enough that Callie had gone and now has a new love. But it is too painful to think that even Sofia will leave her all alone. So as Callie made impulsive mention of moving to New York with Sofia, Arizona's reflex reaction was to jump the gun and consult a lawyer.
We were not ever privy to how Callie And Arizona arranged how they share time with Sofia after the divorce but it seems as though, as my other suspected Calzona shipper Richard Webber said, "you and Callie always figure things out beautifully."
Seems they had mutually agreed on their time for Sofia and we hadn't really seen them have problems about it since they got divorced.
The Calzona story has not really ever been legally specific. Much has been left to the viewer's assumptions. Their marriage legality was never discussed when it happened (as we know that it only became legal in Washington State long after they had their White Wedding) nor even long after it happened.
Also, Callie gave birth to Sofia and we saw how Arizona was instrumental as the Peds surgeon, to assist in having a safe birth survival for the then premature Sofia.
Soon after, Arizona intoned in one episode how she is Sofia's mama. Sofia called her mama..
She was concerned about her legality as Sofia's mother too, and we all assumed all the legalities were accomplished off screen.
So at present, there is no use discussing about who has more decision-making privilege: the birth mom or the other mom. Excuse me. That is not even the point of discussion in any way.
It is obviously assumed that Sofia is legally adopted by Arizona and it is safe to say, both Callie and Arizona are equally rightful mothers to the child.
Whew. No arguments necessary there.
So based on this premise, they are on equal footing. Both parents. Equal rights as parents.
It is a bit uncomfortable for my taste right now that a legal tussle is brewing between them.
We have always shipped them, we were delighted no end with their super magic smile beginnings, their romantic dialogues, the struggles that they weathered together, comforting and supporting each other through the pray away the gay days, good man in a storm days, the car crash, we stood by them through their petty and serious fights but what now? This is serious. We aren't new to court battles but we never asked for a court battle between the two of THEM!
A custody battle is one of the most difficult court battles that anyone can get into.
It is said to be the.worst kind of court battle. Being in court for it is highly emotional and stressful.
Losing means losing custody of their child, for goodness sakes! So i ask myself why is Calzona even embroiled in this kind of mess?
Webber was on point with his always dependable wise counsel:
"Just slow down. And just watch Jackson and April...a mess started with overreactions and misunderstandings... I'm saying Sofia's too important not to ask yourself if you are before you do something that can't be undone"
As i see all this, it did start with overreactions. They both gave in to fear. Fear of loneliness. Fear of losing people they love. Driven by this fear, they lacked consideration for each other's feelings as they both had negative reflex actions. Badass as they both were, concerns about their loved ones made them both fearful.
I think they will regret these impulse decisions later on but right now, both have already used pride as an armor. To protect themselves from further hurt.
Callie was too quick to decide to bring Sofia to New York, assuming Arizona will be okay with it. Would it have hurt if she consulted with her ex wife? If she didn't let herself get carried away by fear of losing a love, she would've been more clear on dealing with this with all factors considered, including the feelings of the ex.
In their two discussions at the cafe and at the NICU, Callie's words seemed like she was considering Arizona's feelings. She said she was sorry and she did want Arizona in on the plans. But her words would default later on in deciding that New York is a go and she can't leave Sofia behind.
Arizona, in the meantime, upon hearing Callie's plans, pressed the panic button too early too. Probably because she was exposed to April's legal issues, and having a mini prophetic vision of how the future was going to be when she saw Penny, Callie and Sof together, she jumped the gun too soon.
She could have talked to Callie amicably. I think that as Webber expressed faith in them that they usually figure things out beautifully together, they could have talked about this in a better way. Even Webber was surprised that Arizona even considered going legal. He was disappointed.
When Callie approached Arizona at the NICU, she seemed to be open to good dialogue and mutual decision making. She even apologized that she got carried away, she was not at all ready for Arizona saying that she won't talk about this with her, she can talk to her lawyer.
Callie was taken aback. It was uncalled for. It was almost unreal. But there was the lawyer's card which Arizona gave her. She was putting a third party in between their communication.
It was like placing a wall in between them because for her, the two of them could not settle this amicably with each other. They had to place someone in between. It is disheartening. It is like rendering useless everything they've been through.
All communication has broken down. It was an exaggerated act for me. They could've gotten friends to mediate. Bailey or Webber.
But a lawyer??? They will go to court over this? Ugh!
And Callie, who wasn't prepared for this but didn't want to back down from this legal dare, took on Arizona's challenge.
All i could see in that scene was the word P-R-I-D-E hidden in the shadows at the NICU.
And with that PRIDE, flew our hopes for things between them getting better.
By this scene, no one is more hurt than us Calzona fans. It feels like our ship has ceased to even float and all hope has gone down drain.
As far as the chances of who will win in case a custody battle does push through, it is imperative that each party convince the court that they are able to raise the child and the child would be better taken care of by them.
Since both are equal in financial stability and both are respected doctors, being chief of their departments, the only thing that could set them apart is maybe that there was immorality committed by Arizona back then during the stormy days. See, this is what is heartbreaking about all this. Digging and tossing of dirt will be the main menu. And i don't think we are ready for that. We want them to love and care for each other and not see them fight. Especially not in court!
However it all turns out, my hands are clasped in prayer. I hope i will have the strength to witness them fight. Because this is the last thing i want to happen. See them fight in an ugly atmosphere where lawyers will make each of them look unpleasant.
More than anything, in all this ugliness set off by selfishness and fear by both of them, only one person will get most affected by all this and that is Sofia.
So today, i am cheering for only one team. And i sincerely hope we can all handle the coming episodes especially 12x22 which lead star Ellen Pompeo mentioned in a tweet :
"What @JessicaCapshaw won't tell you is how she intends to rip your hearts out in episode 1222....that's all I'm going to say"
In the promo for next episode, both seem to be campaigning their old time friends to witness for them. This doesn't seem likely. Why would their friends even take sides between them? That would be too depressing.
So let's hold on tight.
Whatever happens, I am Team Sofia all the way.
As for Callie and Arizona, they need to shape up. They need to get their act together and see the light and mend their ways..and do whatever is best for their little lovely Sofia.
Till the next heartbreaking Greys ep.
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